Frolicking in the Dark

but I really can't stay.

Infatuation...
Not seeing the rest of you
Is getting the best of me

I FINALLY GOT INTO UNIVERSITY!! (well this actually happened last week, I just didn't bother to post about it) It's the University of British Columbia, which I think is a decent school. Plus, I really like it here in Vancouver, so it was my first choice. This was a huge reason for celebration because I really don't try in school, and my marks are above average, but rather mediocre (if that makes sense at all...)
Anyways, I also wanted to take this post to rant about my life. I can usually tell when its a day for people to hate me, when I've been bitching too hard, or if I'm ignoring people. But today, I had no idea why people were really...idek what they were. They just all seemed so cold against me. Oh well...
Also, there's this girl I used to be friends with, then she did some very f*cking stupid crap, and I've been ignoring her. She's kind of found new friends, but she's very unsociable, so she still clings to my group of friends at lunch. I kind of just sit on the opposite end of the group as her, and just completely ignore whatever she says or does. Recently, though, she's really gotten on my nerves. Usually, it's pretty easy to ignore what she does, because she really has nothing interesting to offer anyways. But these days, she's turned so annoying and sassy that I really want to b*tch slap her, and hit her with a locker door over the head. I'm not even a really violent person, so this is how much she's irritated me. One of my close friends agrees with me and we whisper to each other every time she says something idiotic. Lately, we've been whispering a lot, so she's getting worse. Sometimes, I really wanna tell her to go the f*ck away, because she's just clinging there, like she's not even friends with most of the group, and she just butts into random conversation. UGH. I just can't deal.
Okay my rant is done. I'm sorry, I should probably make a blog... oh well :) I feel better now though

If I've got you, then I'll be okay.
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Oh my God
Something is wrong
I'm floatin' down a river where I don't belong
With out you
'Cause if I fall
With out you
Now I see
It's all clear to me
I could do a lot of things, but I could never be
With out you
'Cause if I fall
With out you
And you pick me up when I am down
(Pick me up)
And you make me smile
So hands up
Take it all away
If I got you then I'll be ok
I know, now everybody say
If I got you I like it that way
Ohhh-ohh
Oh my God
Nothing is fine
I'll go a little crazy
'Cause I'm losin' my mind
With out you
'Cause if I fall
With out you
(If I fall)
Come what may
All I gotta say
I could have a lot of fun, but I don't wanna play
With out you
'Cause if I fall
With out you
You pick me up when I am down
(Pick me up now)
And you make me smile
So hands up
Take it all away
If I got you then I'll be ok
I know
Now everybody say
If I got you I like it that way
If I got you I like it
With out you
I don't got a reason
With out you
I don't got a soul
(I don't got a soul)
For all my days
I live to praise
You make me wanna
Scream and shout it out
It's all I gotta say
Ahhh-nahhh
Hands up
Take it all away
If I got you then I'll be ok
I know
Now everybody say
If I got you I like it that way
Hands up
Take it all away
If I got you then I'll be ok
I know
Now everybody say
If I got you I like it that way
If I got you then I'll be okay
~~ "Hands Up" ~ Hedley

MOCKS ARE OVER!! HOORAY!!
...not that i did well on them...
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So, yesterday, a friend and I were talking about how bad my taste in men is. I mean, I totally agree. I thought Adam Sandler was cute for the longest time (like a month). Anyways, so I said to her: "Better have bad taste in unrealistic men then date bad men in real life (cause she dated this one creeeeeeeeeeeeeep). Besides, no one likes me anyways." She told me she knew of at least two guys who like me. I mean i couldn't care less, because all the people I know aren't particularly attractive, but once you bring it up, YOU CAN'T NOT TELL ME!! Oh my goodness. So yesterday, I couldn't focus on anything, because I was super curious. So, I told my other friend to help me get it out of the first friend. This friend decided to be very undiscreet and randomly text, saying: "WHO ARE THE 2 GUYS?!" How subtle... So, clearly that didn't work.
At last, I managed to get three clues as to who these people were:
1. I know them (wth, this is the worst clue ever, like what?)
2. They are both taller than me.
3. They are not G___ (a particular person who I have my suspicions about)
Anyways, so now I'm super curious, and she won't tell me anything. Like I really wouldn't have cared if she didn't tell me.
Okay, I'm done, bye.